start with tears, finished with tears

when you like someone and he like you too, I call is a wonderful.
this story is different, I start my love story with tears. with waiting, hope, pry and also give everything he need but he never care with what I do. Just me love him, just me waiting him and just me need him, just me crying because him. it's almost three years I always waiting and hope someday he care about me, need me, love and crying because of me. but three years is never happen. after I see someone else who can give me love, caring, and also hold me when I'm down and always beside me. I'm tired because waiting and crying. waiting someone never respect with my love. three years he run away from me but I'm still waiting is kind like stupid in me.
But I don't know God hear what I'm prying about him. finally he need me, love me and caring me. after four years I'm waiting his felling for me, after four years and I stop to cry because of him. but I'm tired and I say need to broke up and we are over right know.
my friend telling me , hard for him to losing you, hard for him to know you not love him anymore. but where he is when I need him. I need him to holding my hand, stay with me when I'm down and caring me. He never care. I try to forgive and try to love him but I can't until this relationship is really over. I know he cry so much and hard for him to let me go but please where are you boy ... four year I'm waiting and you never care... so if you losing me for forever , is not my mistake ... you never keep my heart so I try to find someone else who caring me and love me. and now I found someone who caring me so much. thanks to God for that and I'm really sorry if I make you broken because you already broked my heart along time ago

This is my story long time ago

miss with all of you. my best friend, my mam & pap, my grand mother, my sister, my uncle & my aunt.. all of you make my day always fun.
- I always miss the time when I spent my time with my mam. shopping, hang out and sharing about study, future, also about boy and hear my mom share about her problem, her live and also about my pap. miss the time sleep together with her. I know is never happen anymore. But I always miss that time
- I also miss the time when I spent my time with my pap. hang out, have fun, sharing with him and also go to party with him. share about politic problem. miss you pap, you always be my good friend also best friend.
- I also miss the time when I hang out together with my friend. go to swimming poll, talking about future and boy ...

photo shoot on April 2011

Yea.... last April Photo Shoot but May is waiting ... so... let's do it
always fun with this team. never get bored... so lovely work with you ...
My photographer " eryza "
Creative Director " Iwan "
Stylist " Ara & Fiona "
Me producer " Aliya "
Make up & hair do " Mas Hendro "
also the model " Helena from Sum " & " Renato from 21 MM "

Thanks to all my friend. this is a great photo shoot on last April 2011... see you on next photo shoot ...