my last

this is my story when I study in university. true story but never forget.
after much happen to me, I know one think, God always know what we want and need in this life. same with love, I never know who gonna be my husband in my future life.
I already have a boyfriend and my story of love is not one year or two years but more than that. I always try to waiting him, know him and than trust with him. always thinking if he love me and caring me too and also need me and miss me too. but after three years ... everything is change ...because he never change.
he never calling me, come in my home and say with me if he love me. he gone and don't know where he is.
when we take a walk, he never hold my hand and we like stranger people. I always cry because him and he never know how much I cry. I found someone who really caring me but I know he never be my last love. because he already have a girl friend too. we just for fun. but slowly but sure my felling is change. I fell enjoy with this relationship and hope never end. although is impossible. because we not alone.
when I'm sick he always afraid about me. I never found someone like this. I know is hurting me but what can I do because I already play with fire so is the effect.
when I found another boy, I try to late him go for my life and I telling my boyfriend too ... about my relationship with him is end. he never know If I can say we broke up, and he never thinking about that. he never think if I can late him go for my life. Although we already together for along time.
I try to make a new life, new boy friend and new future. I really love my new boy friend and I don't know why I love him. that I know is he always make my day full of lough. after more than one years he hurt me too.
my little sister telling me if my ex boy friend share with her. and she say if he really love me and realize can live without me. I'm sock because is never happen to me. I already waiting him along time ago and he never realize if I really love him and after I broke up with him, my little sister say he really love me and need me, can live without me...woooo magic. I call this magic.
so we together again, after everything happen to me. I know he change, more caring me, love me, need me and can't live without me. but what happen to me ... I lost my love for him. I don't know what happen to me... and I don't know why is happen to me.. he really good boy, have many love for me and I didn't love him anymore. why....??? I try to find Why??? but I can not find ... so after I thinking and thinking... I think I must late him go for my life. because I can not love him anymore ... what I fell about him only pure and pure... I try to telling him we must broke up because I'm not good for you... and I give the wrong reason to him... because I already have someone special and fiance .. because someone else already hurting me and I back with him again because I can not life alone.
when I remember this story of love... I fell make a big mistake... what wrongs with him...he is a good man, love me and never lie with me... caring me more than anything...but I go to another man because I can wait until three years to waiting his love and his heart to me... but God say something else.. he is not my last man..because I already find the man who really good for me in my life.. because if I with him maybe... is not good for him...
in this blog I just want to say " I'm sorry I already make you broken twice... I never thinks to do it like this with you but is happen now. hope you forgive me "

Creative Competition

Creative competition.
being MC always I like it. make me remember my old jobs.
I think is good competition for all creative in my office specially in my division. being creative is not easy, we just make a brief and share with all of them and they must make a brief become a good lay out.
that the reason why we call them creative.
who is become a winner in this competition we still don't know until this day. hope is good for you friend.
love being a part of creative team.

The Creative Team

Part of team... always fun.. full support and make my day have so many color. I learn much from them. they are creative and me from IT become creative. I still learn from them because I'm not so creative like all of them . always love work with you friend...
may be I will miss the time work with Kiting because He must go to another office not the same office with me again. a little bit sad but what can I do? because I'm not the owner .

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Bandung full of story

Bandung Full of story
two day after Photo shoot in Bali
I must go to Bandung for survey location and still for another photo shoot. This month is full of jobs. Thanks to all my friend helping me so much about my jobs and always give me support.

Bali story part II

Bali full of story
story behind photo shoot
story of the model
story of the great place and many more
with
Me " Aliya " the producer
Mr Eryza the photographer
Ara the stylist
Miss Sisil Marketing communication Centro
she is strong pregnant woman.
with the model " Katya "
Mr Sawung the creative director for this photo shoot.
Bali is so Hot but I always miss bali not for work. only for vacation

Bali Part 1

09 June 2011
Before the photo shoot day
survey location and meeting with assistance director Karma Kandara
Love this place so much
thanks to all people who helping this photo shoot
thanks for Mr Wahyu Karma Kandara for the permission and make this dreams come true
all your support and the facility you give to use is more than enough